Excerpt: Fanged

prologue:
Jani's POV
Jesse and I were walking on the beach. I didn't know how much farther we had to go. We only had a few more hours to get back to the academy before curfew. We didn't have our cell phones because they were dead and anyway I left mine in my car. Jesse didn't even bring his. As much as I love him he is the most forgetful guy alive. His sister Jayden teases him about that all the time, Even from her house in the mountains. I can't believe what has happened over the last two years. Our lives won't ever be the same. I wish they could be, but they never will. Thinking about the events of the last few years is one of the worst things alive. I don't know why or how but I couldn't think of what happens or I would start crying. Jess saw this and he wondered over to me. "Baby, what’s wrong? Don't start crying Babe. We came here for one reason and one reason only. You know what you want to find and you have to find it." Jesse had a point so I sucked it up and kept walking. As much as I love him he can annoy me sometimes. This time was one of them. I didn't want to keep going. I was scared of what I would or would not find. I couldn't stand the thought of my discovery. What would keep me from screaming and what would keep me from punching the first thing I saw. What would I do if this lead me to a cemetery? My sanity rests on this mission and I know that if one bad thing happens and I can not get back to Jesse I might die. What would happen to me? I couldn't think about it. I was killing the only person that mattered to me and in the process I was killing myself. If I did not find what I was looking for. "I'll be back so soon Jesse. I love you. Don't worry, I'll be fine." Under my breathe I added "I hope" then I walked off to face my fate and what could come of this. I do not know and I do not care, I just want to find what I was looking for and find if my life can go on with me out of a mental ward. Can it or will I be institutionalized for insanity. I can't think of what could happen. I just want this to go smoothly. Even if it means that I can't bring Jesse with me. Will I ever see my Jesse again? That is something I don't even want to think about. Never think about that and I could go on with my mission. If that was possible. It wasn't even worth crying now because I knew that wouldn't help any thing. If it could I would drown myself in tears.